I don't know if he peed, but even though other guys were in the bathroom, he was stroking his limp dick. He wasn't hung, but I was very entertained. He further surprised me as I could hear him moaning. Just like he was getting head, this guy was rubbing his dick and verbally expressing the pleasure. I terribly wanted to respond to his obvious invitation. It seemed like I was the only one who realized his actions.Īs I continued to gaze at his dick, I purposely kept my eyes looking at his tool. I desperately wanted to suck my first cock. Here a guy is blatantly advertising his homosexuality, and not even checking to see if he has any interested takers around. I overstayed my time at the urinal so I could enjoy the show. Beside me was a guy that would obviously submit to my gay desires. I was with my friends at the restaurant and was stifled. So far in my life, this was the closest I'd gotten to a homosexual experience.
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I wanted badly to get down and show this queer that I was one too. I was frustrated and returned to the guys I was with. Secretly thinking of how I could get with the bathroom guy, he came out and sat at a booth near us. I checked him out thoroughly knowing he was like me. I was furiously trying to devise my gay connection, but failed. Still 18, with my friends at an out of the closet queers' house, we went there to smoke some pot. This guy was late twenties and let everyone know he was gay. He was masculine, and while we were there, he wasn't wearing a shirt. He had beautiful muscles and a hairy chest.īack then, I thought I was only interested in penis. Looking back, I now see how gorgeous he was. He was a sexy hunk that I drool about now. I now find men attractive as well as dick.
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This stud would have made the perfect boyfriend. His jeans didn't reveal his dick, but I remember he had a great butt. I didn't have the awareness of how sexy men were back then. Now that I'm an admitted gay, I look at guy's with sensual interest only. I used to find women attractive, but I don't now. Anyway, I was blowing some smoke rings, and Toby out of the blue said, "wow, those are perfect. There just about the size of my dick."Įveryone clammed up. I a gay young teen had another pass from a gay guy. I was so desperate to find a way to get into Toby's bed. This wonderful opportunity to get my first sex with a outspoken queer and I was again handcuffed.
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My thoughts raced as I had just been propositioned by a man. I was with friends who didn't know of my desire to suck Toby's cock. What a great thing to casually have a homo make a suggestion to me. I wished I could see just how comfortably my smoke rings would fit his dick. Later, once everyone had gone home, I wandered around Toby's street. I tried to concoct a way to get back into his house. My friend lived right across the street, and I feared being seen at the front door of Toby. My young ignorance stopped me from being in bed with Toby. I didn't realize that Toby would have gladly taken in a 18-year-old kid. I didn't even consider going to Toby's back door to be undiscovered.
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I gave up trying to solve my problem and I went home. If I were able to get back in Toby's house, my life would have changed forever. He would have seduced that innocent, curious boy into every facet of homosexuality. I would have realized my true self and spent my adult life as the homo I now understand I am. I would have had the pleasure of dating men. I would have felt the wonder of having my arms around a man while feeling his dick slide in and out of my ass. I would have enjoyed my destiny of being a gay man. Until I became 41, I tried believing I found women attractive. My closet gay life was spent cruising for cock to suck. I was very successful at finding dick, but eventually my need for more made me try new things.Īt 40 years old, I had my first bottom experience. I had a slightly smaller hung black guy fuck me. Oh yes baby, fuck me." I was very into it. I've since had another black guy fuck me. I didn't care though because I was being the person I was born to be. This time, I got fully into it and we fucked for hours.